I lost count

I lost count.....Time really flies...
its 125 days today and its National Day.. I only have very vague memories of what had happened since Jul 14 till now..
I remember that we had went to the temple to offer prayers to Grandma... i remember that it was early and i was there with Jonas, Jovan and the maid as Siong was stuck in NDP Meeting.
I remember I told Grandma that I loved her and I missed her so much.

I recalled for that evening i was in a semi dazed.. I was very exhausted and i was asking myself if Grandma was really gone.. such a joke.. of course .....